do i actuali hav anyone to cal "frens" ? either i psychic cos i can feel tt i'm an irritating guy , or mayb i'm just thinking too much . either way , there's sth wrong wif me -.-
today bbq i boh bring any frens come . end up , i feel lonely .
more den usual .
& my parens just keep talking abt my bro's frens .. seriously , wtf . am i jealous or wad ? wthell wthell wthell ..
so wad if i wil improve in studies , band & bball ? cant help but feel tt way now ..
bball frens , band members , classmates & schoolmates .. are there anyone tt is actuali a "fren" ?
& there goes my parens again .. talking abt my bro's frens ..
i'm useless uh . nvr bring frens & end up being jealous . wtf .
bye . enuf of emoshit . i go emo alrd ..
til here .
life seems pointless at dis point in time ..