Friends.

Still can't believe how far we have drifted apart. You used to be one of the closest friends I have during Orientation and even after that. But then, we split into our classes, things happened, and we slowly drifted apart. Why? Why do such things happen?

I admit, I got jealous when a guy liked you. But then I got over it.
And today just made me feel so much more inferior. It was like I wasn't even there at all, when I was just seated right in front of you. Facing you. And still we didn't even talk. And the same even after lunch. Seriously? Over 3 hours and you said nothing to me. And when I tried to talk to you, I can feel you didn't really want to talk to me. And didn't want to sit in front of me either.
Okay, I get it. Shall just slowly fade into the background, blend in with the crowd and hopefully we won't meet again.

I hate getting all emotional and sensitive about such stuff anymore. If our friendship can't withstand the forces of time and change, then I guess it just isn't worth it.

So near, yet so far. How true.