posted : Tuesday, July 30, 2013
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I really don't know what to say, feel, or do right now. Seeing my parents like that, I really feel helpless. I wanna confront my dad, like really, go up to him in person and just start asking him what the hell is going on. But then again, if I were to do that, I'm sure to get thrown out of the house. Man, what to do, I don't even know.
The way my mum describes my dad is just, horrible. I'm not sure how much of it is true, but then again, how much can her words differ from the truth? According to her, my dad said these"
1. 我最讨厌去这种地方。(I hate going to such places the most). And he's talking about USS, Gardens by the Bay, etc.
2. 那两个男的是不会想要和我出去的。(The 2 guys - my brother & 1 - won't want to go out with me)
Ah, feel so pathetic to have a father like that. Really, why is he like that man? I don't get him. And he never wants to talk to us about whatever that is going on.
Looking forward to church service this Saturday. I hope that somehow, the service will be able to make me feel better.
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