Mixed feelings. Had a pretty rough week. Too much on my mind right now. And all that pretty much sums up my status for the night.

School is starting to hit me real hard in the face. Repeating is no joke. I am doing better, no doubt, but that's only for certain subjects. Math and Chem improved, GP and Econs remained the same, and Physic was just completely screwed up. I really need to buck up on my studies. I need the momentum, the motivation, the drive to study.

Parents have been quarreling quite often. Dad only mentioned about his overseas trip a day before the trip. Who would not rage when they receive such last minute news? Moreover, my dad isn't the kind to plan things so last minute. I really want to help my parents get back together again, but I don't know how to.
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I don't know my feelings for you. I don't know why, but I felt happy when you appeared in my dreams last night. That was one of the nicest dream I've had in a long time.
I don't know what will happen between us. I don't want to fall into the relationship thingy again.
This could probably just be an infatuation, just a crush. I'm also not sure myself.
But all I know is that I do care about you.

That special one, is you.