It is hard you know. I'm trying my best to just be normal, to not care so much about how our friendship has turned out to be. But it's tough. I am the kind that gets very emotionally very easily, especially when it comes to friends and stuff. I tend to treasure the friendships that I have, thus I'm very easily affected when something doesn't turn out the way it should be.

I talked to you. But your reply was really cold. I don't know what I did wrong. I never know what I did wrong man. In the past, right now, it's all the same. I am never told exactly what it was that I did wrong. I have to guess.

Sucks to feel this way, especially at night, when I'm about to sleep. Sucks so much, hurts so bad, because I have nobody to talk to.