I don't get it. How are some people so easily accepted by others, while some are just unable to be accepted by anyone. Took a backseat to all that is going on around me, and I realised that I'm not really a social person. True, I may know many people in school, but that's probably as far as things go. I can't handle social situations well, that's probably the reason why I didn't attend so many church gatherings when Yenlink called me. I really just want, so badly, to be accepted by everyone. How can one be so well-liked by others? I tried to speak lesser, but it felt so wrong. Like it wasn't me at all. I'm a vocal person, and I want to be a part of the action. Who doesn't want to?

Trying my best not to feel left out right now. But yeah, it's tough. Never knew how to deal with social gatherings and meeting/hanging out with new people.