Really really scared of being super-annuated. Getting back today's chem CT 3 paper, and it was truly a wake up call for me. Felt so disappointed after seeing my results. My memory of what happened last year was there, replaying in my mind. Next thing I knew, the tears came. Tried to hold them back, but they didn't stop.

Really really want to promote. I don't want to leave this CCA, and to the many people who matter to me, and who believed in me. I don't want to disappoint anyone.
Especially myself.

And I want to promote with you. Yes, you.